“Mine is also a hotel room. I wondered if it might mean something.” Their real home would be difficult to put in a cabin, but it would make sense if it were the Barge’s way of representing a lack of stability.
"I'm not sure. I've heard that cabins are supposed to reflect a place the inhabitant considers home and I don't really... have that." Not in a way that was easily expressed as a place, anyway.
“Usually they are, but not always. Do you have somewhere else you might want your cabin to be? I can ask the Admiral to change it.” They like theirs, but Zakalwe might not feel the same.
"No, there's nowhere else that would fit better." Waking up here in his childhood room, the last place he really felt at home, would be horrible. "Nowhere I feel that connected to."
“You never stayed in one place for long,” they guess. They might be wrong, but his relationship with a home sounds almost like their relationship with their body.
"Maybe. I feel more... more stable, here, for all that shit happens every month." Graduation will take a while and after that, he has at least one deal to make.
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Date: 2025-02-11 04:10 am (UTC)“Mine is also a hotel room. I wondered if it might mean something.” Their real home would be difficult to put in a cabin, but it would make sense if it were the Barge’s way of representing a lack of stability.
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Date: 2025-02-11 01:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-21 06:30 am (UTC)“Usually they are, but not always. Do you have somewhere else you might want your cabin to be? I can ask the Admiral to change it.” They like theirs, but Zakalwe might not feel the same.
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Date: 2025-02-21 02:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-26 05:53 am (UTC)“You never stayed in one place for long,” they guess. They might be wrong, but his relationship with a home sounds almost like their relationship with their body.
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Date: 2025-02-26 03:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-06 08:30 pm (UTC)“Maybe the Barge can be a good place to start.” He might not be here forever, but most graduations take at least a year.
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Date: 2025-03-06 08:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-10 04:18 am (UTC)“The events could be a source of stability in and of themselves. They seem to be predictable.”
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Date: 2025-03-10 03:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-15 03:18 am (UTC)“How are Breaches for you?” They think he was here when everyone was turned into animals.
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Date: 2025-03-15 04:51 am (UTC)"They're strange." Though he's only really seen one. "I don't like being someone else like that."